Yesterday, I'm sorry.

Well first of all I would like to wish all malaysian Happy Merdeka Day! May our country live in harmony and peace. :)

Second of all, emm I broke up. Yes I am. Now I'm officially SINGLE. Hahaha I feel bad tapi nk buat macam mana, kalau teruskan pun tak ada guna right. Mum told me, just terus terang je kalau tak ready or nk kawan. I have a great supporter hehe thanks guys! So lepas dah breakfast pagi, malam tu keluar pulak sbb nk tukar barang yang beli petang tadi. Time kat mall dia ada msg, "kenapa senyap je, org msg tak reply pun" Hahaha aku dah gelabah. Tapi aku tak sempat nk reply sbb time tu mmg rush gilaa tgh cari parking lagi, pastu nk pilih barang lagi untuk replace barang yg tak nak tu. Then dah la mall nk tutup dan buat return ape tah mcm-mcm. So tak sempat nk reply msg dia. Bila dah on the way balik, dalam kereta ni. Tengah bawak kereta tiba-tiba phone bunyi. Haa dlm hati ni dah agak dah dia call. Sebab kemarin dah la tak msg and call. Semalam pun. Then bila traffic light merah tgk la nama dia terpangpang. Nak angkat segan, mama kat sebelah. Mmg mama dah tahu tapi, segan la wei! hehe So dia call dua kali tapi tak angkat. Msg dia, ckp tgh drive. Lepas tu dia reply mcm nk marah ke kecewa mcm tu la. "Susahnya nk bagi tahu, nak msg nak call kan and blah blah blah..." Dia ada bg tahu dalam msg tu dia dah nk pergi shah alam esok and lusa ada training motor (training sebab ada masuk competition). Lepas tu kitaorg pun pg lah kedai nk makan nasi lemak. Then tanya pendapat mama. Sesuai ke kalau mintak break sekarang. Kang esok bawak motor frust ke accident ke, mati aku. So mama ckp dia training je kan, bukan ada competition pun kan. So balik dari makan nasi lemak tu terus msg dia in proper way lah kan, pasal baik kita kawan je lah.

So guess what he replied?
"Ok tq"

Tu je?? Senang sangat. So aku ni assume la dia akan call, but NO! He did'nt call! Waa senangnya?!!! and I told mum. Mama pun terkejut. Heh okay mungkin dia dah dapat baca kot, org mungkin dia mmg selama ni main-main, or mungkin dia sedih kecewa or mungkin err... Entah la. So the point is, we broke up and masing-masing diam. I know this will happen. Strangers. Friends. Strangers again. Maybe it takes time. Hopefully not to long coz I don't wanna lose a friend. I'm sorry M.