Saturday, September 28, 2013

Special for the ladies.

Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Someone's house will be bigger. Someone will drive a better car. Someone will earn more. Someone will travel more. Just let it go. Take care of yourself. Love yourself and your circumstances. The prettiest, slimmest woman in the world may have sadness in her heart. The most highly favored woman in your office may not be able to have children. That married friend of urs might not be happy in her marriage.The richest woman you know may have the car, the house, and the clothes - but might be very lonely. So, love yourself. Love who you are right now. Tell yourself "I am too blessed to be stressed." Be well. Be happy. Be blessed. Pass this on to encourage another woman because, "To the world you might be one person, but to one person you just might be the world". 

*Mesej dari seorang muslimah.

Thursday, September 19, 2013

If only I could turn back time, what are the things I wish to change?

Good morning people!

So, if I can turn back time, first of all macam biasa lah  I wish I can study harder and get good grades so that I can get into science stream class and now maybe I can further my studies in engineering or doctor maybe haha. Next thing I  can control my eating behavior so that I can maintain my body just like in high school. But now everything has changed, I'm fat and tak fit langung hmm.

Other than that I want to be happy and not to think about small small things and I don't have to think about problems and do what ever I wanted to do. I can play all the time, I can hang out with friends playing baseball, "bola sliper", football (I'm quite boyish back then haha) but no worries I also have barbies! Haa don't judge me :p


In my diploma I wish I could more struggle and be smart so that I can get dean list at my first semester, but I end up main-main and not focus so the result macam biasa lah kan, kalau dah main-main. So in my degree now, I learn to be more focus and try to get good result. Alhamdulillah first semester I performed well, but not like last semester. My pointer drop gilaa! and I was so frustrated and sad, I wish I can maintain my good result, so this semester since it is my last semester before practical and final year. I want to do my very best and grad on time. InsyaAllah,amin.

Lastly, I wish I can spend more time with my arwah Opah (my mum's side). She passed away when I was small and I can't recall much what are the things I've done with her, I mean the memories. I miss her and I want to spend more time talking and cooking with her or do every "nenek" would do with their cucu. But semua orang akan pergi, at least sempat juga berjumpa and kenal macam mana rupa dia. Oh and I wish I can meet my arwah Tok Ayah (dad's side), he passed away since my dad kecil lagi. Jadi memang tak sempat lah nak jumpa. Now all my grandparents dah tiada for both side, semoga mereka ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang beriman. Al-fatihah.

So, that's my story. Maybe banyak lagi things I wish to change, tapi lupa haha. Whatever it is, past is past, we should move on and be better. Semoga hari ini lebih baik dari semalam dan sebelumnya. :)


Thursday, September 12, 2013

Back to basic

Hello, I'm back to school haha!

Second day dah kena start menjual for ENT subject. Hmm kelam kabut ha. This semester I have lots of work to do. Dengan research nya, berniaga, visual merchandise, and all. Harap-harap dipermudahkan, amin.

Kolej, I'm the only one yang dapat kolej in my class (my batch) and yang lain duduk luar. So macam sorang-sorang jugak la kat dalam ni. Tiap hari kena naik bas, but thank god, Atira bagi tumpang hehe sebab dia duduk luar and bawa kereta. Thank you!

Oh one thing I'm going to use this blog for E-commerce subject! I have to update once a week and the lecturer will check every week. Haa malu la nak cerita pasal personal kat sini kan. Bukan apa malas nak buat baru so guna yang ni je lah. Kalau ada terlepas geram or tercerita pasal personal tu paham-paham je la. Teenager kan hihi :p

Okay got to go! bye!

p/s: Harap ignore entry entry yang sebelum ini, thank you! :p

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Happy Birthday Mama!

Happy birthday mama! Every other day I crossed the line, I didn’t mean to be so bad. I never thought you would become the friend I never had. Back then I didn’t know why, why you were misunderstood. So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love. No matter what, I will always love you, always.