Macam mimpi

Raya kedua aidiladha tak sangka kita jumpa. His name is G (bukan nama sebenar). We know each other from our friends. My friend and her boyfriend konon nak kenalkan kitaorg. So exchange phone number. Start kenal time diploma, time tu dia degree and saya final year diploma (part6). Kitaorg ada plan nak lepak sama, ye lah dah kawan at least kena lepak. Hehe tapi tak berkesempatan. So kitaorg keep in touch through chatting and sms. Till that day, my uncle ajak datang rumah dia dinner sama-sama. So I text him saja2 cakap yang I pegi sana. Rumah dia and uncle dekat area yang sama. Then we meet up! Walaupun lepak sambil diri haha but it was nice to see you. My uncle siap suruh masuk rumah makan minum semua haha. Nak tergelak pun ye sebenarnya. Mest awkward gilaaa kalau lepak dalam rumah. :P Tapi chill sudeh! :) So that's the story.

Next day I met my girlfriends Maria and Hanim! Hanim make baked macaroni which is so delicious!! and this is my second time rasa masakan dia. She can cook man! Cepat cepat kawenn!! :D Then lepak-lepak rumah dia. Plan nk pegi wangsa walk tapi tak sempat. So we chit chat je kat rumah dia sambil posing posing ambil gambo! "girls are girls" hehe :) Rinduu gila kat dua orang ni! Mana taknya sorang tercampak kat utara sorang lagi timur haa hijrah la korang! hehe So Hanim, do invite us for next recipe! Masak sedap sedap! I'm gonna miss you girls! Love Kiss Hugs! Muah pipi kanan, muahh pipi kiri! :)

Aidiladha Moment

IMARANNNN!! :)

First raya. :) Miss you adik!

Salam Aidiladha

Assalamualaikum, firts time post on hari raya. Raya kali ni raya bersama adik-beradik sebab mama and baba pergi haji. Kami bertiga beraya di kl dan adik beraya di kelantan. Yeah I know we all split. Tapi sebab raya aidiladha so tak ada lah rasa sedih sangat. The best part of raya aidiladha is dapat makan lembuu!!! Mooo! hehe kalau kat kelantan dapat makan daging bakar, singgang, daging goreng kunyit and so on.

So macam biasa lah kalau raya kan ada solat sunat hari raya. I think I never miss the solat raya kecuali time abc hehe. Jadi, ajak adik kesayangan aku dua org ni, masing2 pemalas. Kalau ada adik (bongsu) mesti dia pegi. Ada geng skit. Nak pegi sorang macam segan. Tapi pegi jugak, jalan kaki sorang-sorang, tak kisah pun sebenarnya cuma mcm malu sebab jalan sorang2. Sebaik je sampai surau, cari tempat duduk sambil takbir raya berkumandang. Rasanya ada dua orang baca takbir, tapi ada sorang ni dia baca macam getar-getar suara dia macam nak nangis pun ye. Tapi mungkin suara dia mcm tu kot. Entah. So saya ni sangat lah tersentuh lalu berlinangan air mata, makin lama makin rindu dan sebak. Sampai lah air mata menintik membasahi pipi, dan sampai tak boleh nk stop menangis. Jadi saya kuatkan hati tabahkan perasaan. Thank Allah boleh control, kalau tak tiba aku sorang meraung kat situ haha. Menyesal tak bawak tisu or kain hehe.
So Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha semua! Makan lembu beringat ye! :)

Trip like this, pretty pleasee.

Lifetime Spring/Summer 2012 "The Road Trip" from Lifetime Collective on Vimeo.

Modul 5

Muffin Ijat buat!! :D

 Puan Hajah Aluya best speaker :)

Last week, dua hari pulak modul! Grr, but it was fun and habis awal! Wee :D

Rindu terbalas

This is actually weird. Who ever read this might think I'm SS "syok sendiri" So what? as long as I'm happy then it is okay with me. Like, are you going to make me happy? Duhh of course not. So rindu terbalas sebab I saw him at the library today. First I enter the room I saw him, I don't know whether he notice me or not, but who cares. I just want to feels better since we not met on last thursday so we met today. I try to avoid those feelings and I need to find new crush so that I can forget him. Haha but only God knows how I truly likes him. Yeaa he's handsome. Haha I know, when we like or love someone, all we see are their kindness, handsomeness, good attitude and all yang baik-baik lah.

My friend said if you want to forget him, find what you don't like about him. The thing is we don't even know each other and how am I suppose to don't like him. Hello! I start to fall in love with him?!! I mean not exactly fall in love but I likes him laa. Grr!

It is true! HAHAHA

• When someone walks slower than me: omfg your slow ass is clogging up the hallway for the rest of us put some pep in your step grandma
• When someone walks faster than me: are you on the run from the police this isn't a race you can tone it down usain bolt
• When someone walks at the same pace as me: who gave your creepy ass permission to walk with me get the fuck away before I call the cops 

This make me laugh! So truee! HAHAHA :D

Source: the-blog-of-anne-frank 

Never Happen

Do you know how much I miss you, even we never know each other name? Yes we always met or bump into every monday and thursday. But yesterday I didn't saw you? Maybe wrong timing. I went to the restaurant (the restaurant that I saw you hang out after the newspaper incident) to bought my dinner. I try to find you, thought maybe you was there. I failed. But I saw a group of friends and I noticed someone wearing the yellow t-shirt the same color you wore on the other day. My heart strongly believes that it was you, but you didn't turn around, because you're facing the other side. Which I can't see your face. So I asking myself it is you or not. Till now I'm still wondering..

Maybe this is the best way. So that my heart stop liking you and miss you like everyday. I know, on your side, you don't feel anything and not even think of me. But me, I have been poisoned by you. You stole my heart without giving back. Now I feel stupid, I want to forget you and pretend like we never met. But I know I can't. The only way I can forget you is to find someone else or new crush haha. Pity me.

p/s: Saya mudah jatuh hati/jatuh cinta. My weaknesses. Tsk tsk tsk..

Dear stranger

Yes I really really like you, first time I met you I know you have the look, but I had no feelings. But now! God knows! I truly deeply madly in love with you. Because I keep thinking of you! Duhh I hate this feeling! Please go away! :(

As everyday we always see each other, I think I start to fall in love. The more I share my feelings with my friends, and think of you and try to search you in the sea of people. The more I start liking you. I hate this feeling. It is too late to say no and don’t care about you. Kinda frust cause I know that we not belong together.

Fully Utilized Weekend!

My weekend was fully utilized! Alhamdulillah I feel happy and tak BORING! :D We watched midnight movie, swimming, played xbox, pusing pusing kota, and many mooree! Fuhh berbaloi la, Kalau la tak balik I'm so sure bosan gilaaa!

Gambar di Komplex Tabung Haji, Kelana Jaya Part II

 Niece and his children :)

 My cute mama!

 Alhamdulillah

 Muka kena tinggal :(

My baba!! :)