After a long time.

I don't saw you quite a long time, since mid term break till today. I have no idea that I would saw you after my Friday class, when I walked out from the class while talking to my friend suddenly I saw you, and yes you saw me. I was so shocked! I tried to smile but I didn't, and I miss you, I miss seeing you..

p/s: This is actually quite weird, but no offense rite. I know this is like "bertepuk sebelah tangan" but I choose to love you in silence. Well actually I don't, I wanna tell you I like you, but I think it's too much.

Hello Friday!

"Every morning I wake up and the first thing I want to do is to see your face." -P.S. I Love You

Friday

Karaoke with the girls and late lunch at Bara Restaurant. At night My roomate, her friends and me went to UiTM Mock Trial 2012: Saksi Terakhir Theater Musical at DATC organized by Law Society! The opening was awesome man! and I love the band and the singers!! They got beautiful voice! Love em! :)

@DATC Saksi Terakhir! :)

Karaoke and makan-makan!! :D

 

 

 Heart shape Telur Gorengg!

As simple as that.

You know, if I need someone to talk to, he's there for me. That's all I need.

Maybe?

Move on

I actually telling myself to stop think about him and stop dreaming that he's the one who is going to start the conversation first. I want to forget him and just live my life like normal. You know like nothing happen between us. I don't want to find him when I'm walking at the hallway or everywhere that the possibilities I might see him. But, suddenly today I saw him when I walked to class. This is the first time I met him on Wednesday. Before this I never met/saw him on Wednesday. Usually we always see each other on Monday and Thursday.  Okay that's fine. He didn't see me and I don't feel anything.

After finished my first class, my friend and I bought rojak then I thought I might see him at his class, but guess what? on my way to my next class, suddenly he pop out in front of me, and I was shocked! Yes, he looked at me and when my eyes reach his eyes for first sigh,t I quickly change my view and talk to my friend. On that time, I think I didn't breathing when he walks beside me, and I pretend like I don't know him and nothing happen. After that I realize that we wore same color today. He wore green collar t-shirt and I'm wearing green blouse.

P/s: I want to smile at him, but maybe I'm just too ego to start it first, and sometimes I like him and sometimes I don't. So I don't know lah. I think, I should just smile and be friendly, because this is the last semester I might see him, next semester he's going to do the practical and I will not see him anymore.

Out

Last sunday Helmi and I went back to Kuantan. Ajim not following us, he wanted to stay there in KL. The reason why I'm going back because I want to spend my mid term break at home. Yes, I really really miss home! and of course because nk teman Helmi. Tapii dia pulak pegi kem kat Pekan, 3 hari 2 malam. So I'm home alone hehe. On tuesday my friend H asked me out. Makan-makan jalan2 semua along with his cousin, S. Jadi kami keluarlah bertiga. We went to eat mee calong, since his cousin,S from KL craving the mee calong haha. Then we went to the mall, S want to find something to gave to his little brother. Their parents also went to Mecca doing haji. He want to buy  Ben10 toys or stationary but end up bought a helicopter. Then H want to find a t-shirt bila dah try, terus pakai haha katanya, nak suruh selesa! Time bayar dia dah pakai baju tu, and the promoter gunting tag and scan! Fuhh tak pernah lagi tgk org macam tu hahaha. S siap tanya saya whether I want anything?!! Masalahnya tu kedai baju lelaki hahaha apa je yg nak dibeli, kan kan. :P (dalam hati: waa bagus betul budak ni! nk belanja ke? haha) Lepas dah shopping semua, dorang tanya nk buat apa, main bowling? bosan, Karaoke? segan. Snooker? then saya ckp tak nak lah sbb kat tmpt snooker tu selalunya ramaaiiii orang kot! and semuanya LELAKI! Takutt ah nk masuk. Before this pun masuk dgn family and dapat bilik. :)

Tapi last last main jugak since the other side kosong. Kiranya belah kiri je ramai lelaki and penuh. Belah kanannya kosong and hari tu weekdays tak ramai orang. So ambil 1 meja, and mesti la saya pun main jugakkan. Buat apa setakat tengok je, bosan la macam tu. Now I know how to play, I mean ikut rules dia la. Sebelum ni main cocok je. HAHAHA and I'm the only girl and pakai tudung pulak tu kat dalam tu. Haha tapi sebab tak ramai lelaki and ada aunty sorang ni yg jaga kat kaunter and a few boys kat situ which is my neighbour so tak de la rasa pelik :) After that we went to eat. The best part was masa tengah makan tu, H cerita pasal apa entah, then suddenly he mention to his cousin that "ni lah bestfriend aku" dah la aku tengah makan mulut penuh time tu and I was like what? me? ye ke? hahaha (sambil gerak tangan je, dah mulut penuh haha) So I felt overwhelmed, tak sangka la. Sebab before this masa kat sekolah we do know each other and kalau naik bas pun dia tegur my friend sebab dorang classmate, but then, after finish school entah kenapa tiba-tiba jadi rapat, dia rajin call, sometimes when he have problem he share with me and he always give support and lately dia selalu call ajak lepak but I'm not there in Kuantan haha. Till that day finally keluar lah jugak, after 2 years kot tak lepak sama hahhaa, Uihh lamaa gilaa! Time raya hari tu pun dia tak dapat datang. Oh ya! Baru teringat last year ada jumpa laa time kakak dia kawen. :) His sister was my senior when I was in UiTM Segamat. Now his sister is pregnant and tak lama lagi H is going to be uncle! Wee! ;)


*and I don't know why I post this?? heh