Saturday, April 16, 2011

and ends with tears. are you happy?

Hi i wasted a very long time like you, and end up you with someone else. Thank you very much.
Yes it's true i'm not good with words. Not like her. She's very good and can make you laugh everytime you together. Emm am i not good enough for you?

Now i feel lost inside myself..and the best part of me is hidden. You know why? because i had so many chances i blew cause i was too damn shy.. I'm not afraid to try again it just i'm afraid of getting hurt for the same reason. I have so much to say, but whenever the time comes to say it, I'm silent. All i want to get away..

Tired of trying, sick of crying.. Yeah i'm smiling, inside i'm dying..

I assume too much. Sometime i hate having feelings.. and no i'm not okay..

I still haven't found what i'm looking for.. p.s i never told you but i was falling in love with you.

Sometime i ask myself why me???

I just want you to notice me.

If you love me, let me know. But now... all gone...

And i keep saying don't be in love with someone else and i'm scare to see you with someone else..

It's hard when someone special ignores you, but it's still even harder to pretend you don't care.
The more i expect, the harder things are..

Think i might go out for a walk, nothing happening here, nothing ever does..

Actually i'll be fine as long as he stay single. You know what, i want to text you so badly but i feel like i am bothering you..

I am invisible. It actually hurt. My advise you cannot always wait for the perfect time, sometimes you must dare to jump.

I love being yours. I still remember the first day i met you. I want you right next to me..
Talking to you makes my day, but now you find someone else better.. I'm sick of just liking people. I wish to GOD I should meet somebody I should respect. I hope you're happy..
Basically, i wished that you love me.. Arghh what is wrong with me!


Anonymous said...

Sakit kan bila kita pendam perasaan. Split it out baby. Kdng2, we to make a drastic action, nah? :)

Journalist said...

saaakkkkiiiiiiitttttt! hehehe tapi dah melepas. hmm