Monday, August 11, 2014
Give me a little bit of time so I can be just like you;
In time I can also feel how you are feeling about me. In time I will also be able to pretend our 2 year relationship meant nothing. In time I can also flirt with whoever I want without thinking about you. In time I can also spend a weekend away to socialize with a group of people and not wishing you were there too. In time I can wonder about a new technology and not thinking about exploring it with you. In time, I will also be able to wonder ‘What if?’ when an attractive person is standing in front of me. In time, I will have absolutely no loyalty to you. In time, I can also be with someone new. In time, I will also be able to appear like a champion to you, how I have once convinced you to be mine and then smashed your heart into pieces but whats really going to happen is that in time, I will be able to forget about what you’ve done to me, forget about how we came from point A to B like it was a bad dream, and forgive you because I’ve completely forgotten all about you.
Confuse and Complicated
Sometimes I think of you and really miss you, and sometime I don't and I don't wanna know anything about you. I'm tired. I hate this mix feelings. I am so confusing and complicated, yes I know.
I'm not ready to give commitment, but yet I want to be loved. How's that? Pretty confusing huh. I like the relationship after I let you go, I mean we don't have any special relationship but deep in our heart we know the feeling is there and the way I can be myself around you, I can act silly, and laugh and joking with you. I love all that. But when it comes to a real relationship like a lover I feel uncomfortable and awkward. That is why I don't wanna continue this relationship, I'm happy like this and I know you're not. Men wanna have a real relationship so that people will know hey, that's my girl (this is what I'm thinking). I always think if we be lover now, later when we get married this relationship is going to be boring. Because we have figure out everything during the dating phase and know everything about each other. So I like to have a close friends kinda relationship then when the time comes and both ready in term of mental, financial, emotion, knowledge and everything then we just get married and we can do what ever we want.
So yeah, I'm sorry. I believe in Allah plan, always. And it's true "kalau jodoh tak kemana".
I'm not ready to give commitment, but yet I want to be loved. How's that? Pretty confusing huh. I like the relationship after I let you go, I mean we don't have any special relationship but deep in our heart we know the feeling is there and the way I can be myself around you, I can act silly, and laugh and joking with you. I love all that. But when it comes to a real relationship like a lover I feel uncomfortable and awkward. That is why I don't wanna continue this relationship, I'm happy like this and I know you're not. Men wanna have a real relationship so that people will know hey, that's my girl (this is what I'm thinking). I always think if we be lover now, later when we get married this relationship is going to be boring. Because we have figure out everything during the dating phase and know everything about each other. So I like to have a close friends kinda relationship then when the time comes and both ready in term of mental, financial, emotion, knowledge and everything then we just get married and we can do what ever we want.
So yeah, I'm sorry. I believe in Allah plan, always. And it's true "kalau jodoh tak kemana".
Saturday, August 9, 2014
My Raya :)
This year raya at my dad's side in Kelantan. We did lts of activities there! and it was so much fun catch up with aunties, uncles and cousins! Macam-maca ada, open house, bbq, family day, buat ketupat, majlis berbuka puasa, kait buah-buahan, futsal and more! Alhamdulillah thank you Allah. :)
Friday, August 8, 2014
Hello Hello
Assalamualaikum,
Masih tak terlambat nak ucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir batin. So macam mana raya? Seronok? Fuhh lama gilaa tak update blog. Orang lain pun dah ramai tak berbelog ye dak. Tapi bagus juga, boleh luar perasaan kat sini. Tak de orang baca hehe. Duit raya tahun ni tak banyak pun dapat. Tak sampai 30 ringgit pun. Sedayyy.
Alhamdulillah through ups and downs I finished my study Bachelor in Business Management. Dia punya penangan final year dashat. Tapi syukur sangat semua berjalan dgn lancar. Orang cakap bersusah-susah dahulu kan. Tapiii sangat lah penat since tempat intern ialah retail store so cuti satu hari seminggu je. Timing pulak bukan office hours lagi laa penat, bila time off day kena jumpa advisor (lecturer). So entah bila time rehat nya tah. Pening dengan thesis lagi, correction correction correction! Haa pastu balik kerja malam pukul 10pm kejar train nk pegi Shah Alam sorang-sorang. Fuhh. Kalau nk cerita memang tak habis tapi mcm tu lah. Alhamdulillah bila presentation semua okay bejalan dgn lancar sekali. Advisor and second examiner pun sempoi je tak banyak cekadak so rasa legaa sangat. Banyak benda nak cerita ye la lama tak ber-blog. So nanti kalau tiba-tiba update pasal cinta-cintun tu buat-buat tak nampak je la.
Dah nama final year, tiba-tiba ada love story pulak akhir akhir ni. Hahaha :p Ceritanya panjang, tapi kita pendek kan. This guy was my classmate, so kitaorg pun keluar sama, cit chat lah and share interest everything. Time tu 2 weeks ke 1 week before study week. We like each other tapi tak de la so-called declare yg kitaorg ni boipreng girlpreng. Kira teman tapi mesra la, macam close friends. The relationship continue sampai lah part 6, but ada problem skit la. It's all about me, tak de kena mengena pun dengan dia. and the story to be continue... hahahha
Jadii, keada yang berpuasa 6, selamt berpuasa! Pada siapa yg buat open house tu jemput2 lah haha. Semoga selamat semuanya, take care ;)
Masih tak terlambat nak ucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir batin. So macam mana raya? Seronok? Fuhh lama gilaa tak update blog. Orang lain pun dah ramai tak berbelog ye dak. Tapi bagus juga, boleh luar perasaan kat sini. Tak de orang baca hehe. Duit raya tahun ni tak banyak pun dapat. Tak sampai 30 ringgit pun. Sedayyy.
Alhamdulillah through ups and downs I finished my study Bachelor in Business Management. Dia punya penangan final year dashat. Tapi syukur sangat semua berjalan dgn lancar. Orang cakap bersusah-susah dahulu kan. Tapiii sangat lah penat since tempat intern ialah retail store so cuti satu hari seminggu je. Timing pulak bukan office hours lagi laa penat, bila time off day kena jumpa advisor (lecturer). So entah bila time rehat nya tah. Pening dengan thesis lagi, correction correction correction! Haa pastu balik kerja malam pukul 10pm kejar train nk pegi Shah Alam sorang-sorang. Fuhh. Kalau nk cerita memang tak habis tapi mcm tu lah. Alhamdulillah bila presentation semua okay bejalan dgn lancar sekali. Advisor and second examiner pun sempoi je tak banyak cekadak so rasa legaa sangat. Banyak benda nak cerita ye la lama tak ber-blog. So nanti kalau tiba-tiba update pasal cinta-cintun tu buat-buat tak nampak je la.
Dah nama final year, tiba-tiba ada love story pulak akhir akhir ni. Hahaha :p Ceritanya panjang, tapi kita pendek kan. This guy was my classmate, so kitaorg pun keluar sama, cit chat lah and share interest everything. Time tu 2 weeks ke 1 week before study week. We like each other tapi tak de la so-called declare yg kitaorg ni boipreng girlpreng. Kira teman tapi mesra la, macam close friends. The relationship continue sampai lah part 6, but ada problem skit la. It's all about me, tak de kena mengena pun dengan dia. and the story to be continue... hahahha
Jadii, keada yang berpuasa 6, selamt berpuasa! Pada siapa yg buat open house tu jemput2 lah haha. Semoga selamat semuanya, take care ;)
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
10 Steps to Self Care
2. Say “exactly” what you mean.
3. Don’t be a people pleaser.
4. Trust your instincts.
5. Never speak badly about yourself.
6. Never give up on your dreams.
7. Don’t be afraid to say “no”.
8. Don’t be afraid to say “yes”.
9. Resist the need to always have control.
10. Stay away from drama and negativity – as much as possible.
Source: Lessons Learned in Life
Thursday, December 26, 2013
Hello
How are you guys? Lama tak update. Yes, I'm so busssyyy with assignments, seminar and presentations. Urghh I hate presentation! Hectic week and homesick and stress because final exam starts next week!! I have lots of stories need to share, Too many stories, crush, love, problems, trip, home, cats, friends and more. Hehe I but this blog dah tak privacy haha. Anyway I will story later. *I know I dont have many readers but still ada org juga baca and bahaya haha :P*
Now I start missing my friends, the memories we had back then and all the funny things happened I miss them. I think this is my best classmates ever, I mean during my diploma I have lots of friends and they are nice to me, they are helpful and macam-macam lah. But this time lain, dulu everybody have their own group and "puak" so we not mix around well. I do tapi kitaorg macam tak unite tau. But now, even though we have our gang, we still care of each other, help each other, gelak suka duka semua lah. I feel like I have another one big family. My guy friends pun sporting, and even some of us come from different state we still love and accept each other. I don't how to describe my feelings, when I said it, I mean it. So yeah people akan cakap alaa poyo la Liyana ni, macam la tak jumpa lepas ni bla bla bla. Tapi entah la, that's how I feel and yes again, I love you guys and I will miss you. :) Wish you guys all the best and success in life. Take care, macma biasa kawen jangan lupa jemput and don't forget me. Kalau selisih bahu tegur lah insyaAllah ingatnya. Hee Till then, will update later. Bye! Muah *flying kiss*
P/s: All the best for Finals! Break a leg! Dean list ye, amin ;)
Now I start missing my friends, the memories we had back then and all the funny things happened I miss them. I think this is my best classmates ever, I mean during my diploma I have lots of friends and they are nice to me, they are helpful and macam-macam lah. But this time lain, dulu everybody have their own group and "puak" so we not mix around well. I do tapi kitaorg macam tak unite tau. But now, even though we have our gang, we still care of each other, help each other, gelak suka duka semua lah. I feel like I have another one big family. My guy friends pun sporting, and even some of us come from different state we still love and accept each other. I don't how to describe my feelings, when I said it, I mean it. So yeah people akan cakap alaa poyo la Liyana ni, macam la tak jumpa lepas ni bla bla bla. Tapi entah la, that's how I feel and yes again, I love you guys and I will miss you. :) Wish you guys all the best and success in life. Take care, macma biasa kawen jangan lupa jemput and don't forget me. Kalau selisih bahu tegur lah insyaAllah ingatnya. Hee Till then, will update later. Bye! Muah *flying kiss*
P/s: All the best for Finals! Break a leg! Dean list ye, amin ;)
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